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Drown to Death


Lift me up when you’re free
from underneath this pile of memories.
That’s where I refused to sink
but there, my life drowns to death.


A Journey To Freedom

When everything settles down one day,
I will set out to find “the land of freedom“.
My destination will be far-far away;
a land where nobody knows me.

I will be alone in my whole journey
with the tore out pages of my old life
One by one I will throw them into the wind
and acquire the ‘forever-peace-of-mind’.

I will buy a black scarf and cover my neck tattoo.
I will grow a big beard to feel matured.
I will ignore the scars the society gave me.
I will forget the story of “you-and-me-forever”.

Love won’t be a prison to me anymore.
No name. No religion. No face. No gender.
I will see the whole world as my family.
I will stretch a hand for anybody who needs it.

Nobody will judge me for being myself.
No question will be raised for what I do.
Then I will live a life as the person I want to be
without the need of being born again.

Even if this “land of freedom” is beyond our wildest dreams, let’s set out to create a world where everyone is free to express their emotions and ideas by breaking all the walls.

I dedicate this poem to my dear friend “Nazrin” for this amazing idea she always carried and expressed in the best way possible during my internship days and to remind the unforgetful memories I had within a few days.

A Seed To Tree


Long time ago I split into fractions.
Somewhere deep down in my mind I buried a seed.
I hid it from the world. Nobody saw it.
No one ever searched for it.
Time moved on…
I always remembered about my seed.
But I didn’t see that it was growing…
It grew and grew and I couldn’t see it.
After years I looked down and I saw roots…
Roots… that tangled up all around my brain, my heart, lungs and liver…
And there came another time I am again splitting into fractions…
But my roots hold me tight.  
I didn’t cut, I didn’t split.
I wonder! I wonder about the time.
And I wonder about my seed… my dream..!
I am waiting for trunk, branches and leaves
To see my roots become a tree.

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