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Drown to Death


Lift me up when you’re free
from underneath this pile of memories.
That’s where I refused to sink
but there, my life drowns to death.




Like an autumn hit in my twenties
Spring in my soul sheds all at once.
But to be the saviour of my world,
I will linger and hold on a bit more.

Push me; I’ll dip and crash on the shore,
as I am hollow, floating on the edge solo.
Or let me wait and conquer with light,
people, dreams and hopes of tomorrow.

What if these mountains will move,
as I climb up the stairway of time.
What if my twenties be the beginning
for me to be what I want to be.

hope for tomorrow


“Why don’t you write anything nowadays?”

   Every time I faced that question I spit out some excuse about my final semester architecture studies. Of course, my days were busy.  I have never been this busy in my ‘entire life’!… Okay! I’m 22 but I can say that right!? Anyway, those days changed me a lot. I spent more time outside of “my room”. I would like to call it a “break”.

   I have heard people say we need to take a ‘break’ once in a while. Especially when life gets mad and stumbles across every sentence thinking what’s next. I had those days when I used to analyse everything too much. And I had days I was flying like a bird thinking about nothing. I had to travel to a lot of places. Places which I never expected I would visit in my life. I read a number of books. I met a lot of people who made me smile. But most of the time, I was on my own. And for me, that was the most required break.

   I had often felt guilty about my introverted self for not using every opportunity perfectly. But these days helped me to accept who I am. I stood up for choices and started dreaming what is necessary. I learned that life is an adventure when we do something we thought we cannot. In my past, I was pulling myself into the stereotype society created.
Really? “Stereotypes”? Do you want to believe what society says? Continue reading BREAK

2016 STORY

It may be good to ponder the memories before stamping on the pile of new resolutions. Even some memories dropped a few tears, they were the great lessons and the best gift of 2016.

After getting back together with my best friend once I lost, it was a good decision to focus more on myself and spend a huge amount of time listening to the world outside. Blending into the new workplace was not tough and I felt exultant on meeting new people who easily turned into close friends. Weekend plans always included the people I can’t live without and different foods I craved.

The wanderlust pinned me around the city as I climbed again on my two wheeler and that best friend who never wanted to leave became the constant occupier of the back seat. Life was always on a rollercoaster but within those ups and downs, I learned that family is always there. Continue reading 2016 STORY

Favourite Color?

Blue! Leaking out of my pen and spreading along each line of my story I have written. They said it is my color. But I admired it more than just a color, as it is hiding behind my introversion, and beneath my brown skin. The sky I fell in love with, and the water that I wished to drown was blue. Blue was the only thing I missed in every twilight. It was the tears rolled down my cheek in every pouring rain and your tender breath hitting my neck. It was not just my favorite dress, but what you found in my black eyes. Blue was my dream and my nightmare. And it is a mystery and magic and everything I love before black..! 



Thank You!

There was a time I hid my ideas deep within my diary. I knew that I wanted a platform to shout everything out this world. But I was afraid. I was feeling so small about myself and confused what if I am wrong about my perspective. And today I am more than happy and surprised to see my small blog gained 325+ followers. I want to thank  WordPress.com for this amazing platform they offered to me and thousands like me. I could explore something that I never knew within myself. I could meet hundreds of like-minded people. I found the world where I want to live. I thank you… to all who are reading this, who missed this, who liked my posts, who left a comment and who criticised. I thank you for all your support that helped me grow and I apologize for the posts that I missed from you. I wish all the success to you. And once again THANK YOU. Thank you for letting my voice being heard.