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Drown to Death


Lift me up when you’re free
from underneath this pile of memories.
That’s where I refused to sink
but there, my life drowns to death.




Like an autumn hit in my twenties
Spring in my soul sheds all at once.
But to be the saviour of my world,
I will linger and hold on a bit more.

Push me; I’ll dip and crash on the shore,
as I am hollow, floating on the edge solo.
Or let me wait and conquer with light,
people, dreams and hopes of tomorrow.

What if these mountains will move,
as I climb up the stairway of time.
What if my twenties be the beginning
for me to be what I want to be.

hope for tomorrow

Are You Growing Up?

The same time last year was different from what I experience today. Sometimes I feel that everything has changed. My dreams have changed, my views have changed, now I see things in a different way.  But, On a lazy day like this, when I lay on my bed and think about my life,  there are the same questions once I searched answers for; the same confusion once I lost my mind for; and same heaviness of heart once I could not carry. When all these stare me back and make realize that I am the same, I am simply asking myself “am I growing up? Or my growth has stopped on the limitations of past?”. Continue reading Are You Growing Up?