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Drown to Death


Lift me up when you’re free
from underneath this pile of memories.
That’s where I refused to sink
but there, my life drowns to death.



Today, there was a “pause” when I was sinking into a song in my headphone. It happens to me a lot recently. Something suddenly stops when my mind trying to ooze into a pleasure. Sometimes I see it as a  wake up call… To wake up from my dream… to see the real world; from my cosy memories to the busy  road I need to cross. There was a voice which told me that, somewhere inside my mind I built a castle and I am trying to hide into it. It said to me that I need to wake up… To hide my sorrows, to greet people on my path, to take a pen and to create a beautiful world… And… To fight an infinite battle to stay alive..!
This is not a stop… This is a “pause“. A “pause” which let me see what is real… And I love to call it… “INTROSPECTION“..!