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Drown to Death


Lift me up when you’re free
from underneath this pile of memories.
That’s where I refused to sink
but there, my life drowns to death.




Like an autumn hit in my twenties
Spring in my soul sheds all at once.
But to be the saviour of my world,
I will linger and hold on a bit more.

Push me; I’ll dip and crash on the shore,
as I am hollow, floating on the edge solo.
Or let me wait and conquer with light,
people, dreams and hopes of tomorrow.

What if these mountains will move,
as I climb up the stairway of time.
What if my twenties be the beginning
for me to be what I want to be.

hope for tomorrow



Don’t you miss what I am feeling
as you leave my life before healing!
I was on the verge of a dream;
about to slip to a dawn upstream.
Now it’s difficult to swim across,
without waves sweep to remorse.
When the choices die in a death-camp,
arouse to the only chance to decamp.
As the ink runs through my veins
leaves stains where my life remains,
I give up to sail across the night
to get ready to drown in nightmares.

In the World of Equality!

Fragrant, lovely pink roses…
That’s where his life reposes…
Delicate… craved no power,
he was just a humble flower.

‘Solitude’ is all he earned.
His words never concerned.
He became “less of a man”
for all who defined a “man”.

Continue reading In the World of Equality!

The fall

the fall

The spring had enticed the tree-tops
to be green and to bloom to red.
Beneath them, my small paces were
beyond fall as I lose my love.
I fold my hands to hold-
all the broken pieces of my heart
so tight! I could barely breathe
but, I cannot let go..! Never!

The lies I told myself sprain
my hollow rib cage; creaks with pain.
On my road, beneath my feet
I see dead but red vibrant petals.
Fallen! But they never failed
to brighten the story of the spring..!

I free my hand and breathe
the incense of red vibrant blooms
to let go and to wait for…
the best that is yet to happen!


reminiscenceThere is a longing inside me to be at somewhere I belong more than the lust I feel about the memories. I think I leave a part of my soul every time I leave a place where once I felt alive. And every once in a while, that lost fragment call me to that place to reunite with my soul… To feel full… To feel alive..!

See through…!

I texted him “I wanna go beach”…. I was really feeling low. Actually I was confused about what is my problem. To my observation it was all about my new life which I can’t adapt to. It is difficult for me to accept this change. Office, Works and I am unable to stay in front of a computer screen from morning to evening but, which I am doing every day and some other recent events had actually broke my heart. My best friend said it is a sign of depression. But I was not depressed. I was neither disturbed nor angry but I felt like I am lost. I felt sad and distant. Continue reading See through…!